Sentence of Marriage (Promises to Keep #1)

Sentence of Marriage 


Sentence of Marriage, a book pivoted about a farm girl called Amy, she has shown such an early sense of responsibility to take care of a house full of man after her mother and grandmother's death, I have got engaged to this beautiful peace of art from the first chapters which is a good proof that the author succeeded in bringing u to live with the characters in such a smooth way, so I got mad when she has been abused, I felt pain when she gave birth, frustration at her naivete and vulnerability. Amy is such a good character, and I'm looking forward to read the rest two books

فلتغفري


 فلتغفري
                                    للكاتبة أثير عبدالله النشمي



لقد كنت دائمة الاعتقاد أنه لا يوجد شيئ يمكن أن نندم عليه في هذه الحياة, و لكن ليس بعد قرائتي لهذا الكتاب الذي جل ما يمكن القول عنه أنة أضحوكة لشخص لطفل غبي مدلل لايعرف للرجولة طعما, كيف لشخص أن يرغب من العالم أن يتمحور عليه ؟ كيف له أن يجزم على حب الله له و هو يخاف من رعشة تصيبه فيخاف أن يموت جرائها ؟ كيف له أن يعاقب جمانة على فكرة لم تخطر على بالها اصلا ة انما كانت في رأسه ليقيني أن ليس له عقلا ؟ كيف له أن يعاقبها بمشاهدة الصور الاباحية أو بالكذب ؟ مسكين ايها العزيز فأنت مختل عقليا و قد اصبت جمانة بعدوة الحمق ...... اشمئزاز

I can fly



I lay my back on the chair, my head spinning, I was too confused with the children’s screaming, too excited, my foot were touching the floor, after a while, they weren't, not any more, I’m getting higher and higher, surprised by myself feeling the peaceful I wouldn't yearned for, I was looking for pulses to be heard in my ears, for Adrenalin to be kicked in my veins, I closed my eyes, trying to make sense of it, only to be swallowed up by the consciousness so swiftly claiming my new wings.   

rocking the boat.


I remember once in my freshman year my English teacher asked each one of us abt where we see ourselves in 5 years, I can't deny the fact that I spoke big things and dreamt abt a way too higher expectations. last night when I put my head on my pillow,a flood of thoughts and facts hit my mind that made it hard for me to fall asleep. when I realized that I met some of the expectations, postponed others, and sucket at the rest, one of the major lessons that life tought me this year is that u can zigged it before u zagged, sucking at sth isn't that bad after all Lool.
I had the opportunity to live 22 years old, hamdu li Allah, becoming a complete mature lady, becoming an architect of my reality; empowered to create it as I choose. always set my own pace in life without being governed by traditions and have the ability to implement my ideas with efficiency and determination.
I hope that Allah will multiply wisdom and help me make better decisions, peace that passes understanding. vindicate us for the wrongs that have been done. pay me back for unfair situations.
I always Dared to trust Allah, and Always will. this is my ultimate concern.
I always believed about what has been stated as follows:" Time gives legitimacy to my existence. Time is the only true unit of measure. It gives proof to the existence of matter. Without time, we do not exist."
so here is the thing dears, don't fight change; embrace it, and you will step into the fullness of what it has been stored for u,
So at times, a friend may walk away. lose them unexpectedly, Allah will stir things up and may even allow a friend to do you wrong, because a door must be closed for others to be opened in order to move ahead, you might be afraid from rocking the boat, but sometimes you must turn the boat over.

الرجل ذو اللحية السوداء


الرجل ذو اللحية السوداء 
                 لسامية أحمد


لم افاجئ كثيرا بتوقعاتي على أن بطل الرواية سيكون في نظر الآخريين ارهابيا و لكن ما أعجبني في هذه الرواسة عن غيرها هو أن قصة الحب بدءة بزواج على عكس القصص الكلاسيكية أين يلتقي رجل و امراة, يحباني بعضهما و يتزوجان بعد العدبد من المشاكل التي بتنى نراها في غالب اذ لم اقل كل الروايات و المسلسلات, ما اعجبني اكثر هو الدرس الذي لقنه علي ل سارة عن ماهية السعادة الحقيقية

Ignorance brings chaos,not knowledge

Learning is always a painful process, like when you're little and your bones are growing and you ache all over. what if you could remember the sound of your own bones growing ? like this grinding under the skin, sure every thing would be different. It's funny how much we are concerned with who we were and what we wanted to be. But what if you had access to the furthest reaches of your brain ? you would absolutely see things clearly, you will see that what makes us us it's primitive, they're all obstacles. Does this make any sense ?
the plow,wheel, painting press, refrigeration, communication, stream engine, automobile, light bulb, Computer, Uranium enrichment, Internet...those all knowledge, was mankind ready for it ? especially in a world where we still so driven by power and profit, given man's nature, It may bring us only instability and chaos.

Flower pot


It was a special day, people go and come in small groups like if it was a festival, ike if it wasn't for me. I was in the middle of that, three angled corner that looked like an old Arabic tiny street where walls were so brown and covered with some green trees, a familiar and lovely place, I was going and coming with those groups, my eyes pointed  the small balcony, every moment that goes by without seeing you, something  in my mind tells me to be patient, it is never too late,  holding that flower pot hoping to get the one I'm seeing in the tree at the same balcony, it is a bit higher to me to reach it, people kept coming and going randomly, they didn't know what they want but I did.
finally, a volumic beautiful voice that I like touched my ears , the voice that I wanted to hear most and that I recognized it from thousands of others, I twitched my face which was looking to the flower pot up to see that happy face with a big smile well drown on it, my body was frozen, my heart pulses were risen that I could hear them in my ears,  an Angel face , The smile broke across your face the way the sunrise set the clouds on fire.It was you, you were laughing as usual, smiling that crooked smile that I love when your lips turn up in a private smile, you became somehow on the ground near me.
Looking for the three flowers, a small red flower in a red plastic pot that you were holding in your hands, we were kneeling, the three flowers on the ground now, I don't feel people anymore, time suddenly stopped, I couldn't fathom the whole situation out, how can I ?, and the sheer beauty at the way you always phrase your words never failed to amaze me, couldn't seem to pull in enough oxygen from the air, I was in the habit of touching that flower pot whenever the chance presented itself, playing like a baby girl, laughing like I never did before. How I wouldn't and the happiness was meant to be born in your piercing crystalized eyes.
~ Fouzia