Life is a long, long sequence of decisions, we make decision probably at a frequency that is close to the frequency we breath. Every munite, every second, you're deciding where to move your legs,  where to move your eyes or where to move your limbs, and yet we are making all this decision without even realizing.
  we like to think that as a species, we are pretty smart, we like to think we are wise, rational creatures. By we may have to think again, In every decision you make, there is a battle in your mind between intuition and logic, it's a conflict that plays out in every aspect of your life, what you eat, what you belive and with whom you are falling in love with, and most powerfully, in decision you make about money
    and here when we have to point out about the two Systems of our mind, Two ways of thinking:fast and slow, the fast one called also System 1, it is powerful, effortless and responsible for most of what we do. The other mode is slow or System 2,  deliberate, logic and rational and it's the bit you think of as you, the voice in your head
     If we want to avoid mistakes, we have to reshape the environment we've built around us rather than hope to change ourselves, we are limited, we are not perfect, we're rational in all kinds of ways, but we can build a world that is compatible with this and get us to make better decisions rather than worse decisions. And by accepting our inner stranger, we may come to a better understanding of our own minds.

Looking out from underneath,
Fractured moonlight on the sea
Reflections still look the same to me,
As before I went under.

And it's peaceful in the deep,
Cause either way (Cathedral, where) you cannot breathe,
No need to pray, no need to speak
Now I am under, Oh.

And it's breaking over me,
A thousand miles down (on)to the sea bed,
Found the place to rest my head.

And the arms of the ocean are carrying me,
And all this devotion was rushing over (out of) me,
And the crashes are heaven, for a sinner like me,
But the arms of the ocean deliver me.

Though the pressure's hard to take,
It's the only way I can escape,
It seems a heavy choice to make,
But now I am under, Oh.

And it's breaking over me,
A thousand miles down to the sea bed,
Found the place to rest my head.

Never let me go, never let me go.
Never let me go, never let me go.

And the arms of the ocean are carrying me,
And all this devotion was rushing over (out of) me,
And the crashes are heaven, for a sinner like me,
But the arms of the ocean deliver me.

And it's over,
And I'm going under,
But I'm not giving up!
I'm just giving in.

Oh, slipping underneath.
Oh, so cold, but so sweet.

In the arms of the ocean, so sweet and so cold,
And all this devotion I never knew at all,
And the crashes are Heaven, for a sinner released,
Then (And) the arms of the ocean, deliver me.

Never let me go, never let me go.
Never let me go, never let me go.

Deliver me.

Never let me go, never let me go.
Never let me go, never let me go.

Deliver me.

Never let me go, never let me go.
Never let me go, never let me go.

Never let me go, never let me go.
Never let me go, never let me go.

And it's over,
And I'm goin' under,
But I'm not givin' up!
I'm just givin' in.

Oh, slipping underneath.
Oh, so cold, but so sweet

it is good that feeling that I used to have, say what I like and how I think without being scared that I would be rejected, but my life sudenly became a subject of so many people, what I hate most about the unOBA poeple  is their careless and emotionless they have bad definitions for awesome great wonderful things, they try to creat the bad in the heaven somehow, u try to discuss with them and the only thing they do for u is to reply by "I need to go"

With the deepest gratitude I wish to thank every person who has come into my life and inspired, touched and illuminated me through their presence, to the avatars and master teachers from the past whose writings lit a burning fire of desire within me, I have walked in the shadows of their greatness

    The most hard  part of Writing is the begining and once u begin u will find yourself in a place u never thought u would be in, it is the place where u ment to be, but I guess if I stayed on this situation I'm not gonna go so far from the begining,  my laptop is gonna turn off soon, cuz of the battery, I will connect the charger and come back..... I'm back, hhhhh thankx for welcomming me back,
Seriously , I wanna talk about happines, people spend thouseands of hours to give the hapinness a definition and till now no one from them has really set a universal one  for it, oooooh hold on a sec, r u expecting me to give u a definition ? well don't plz, I'm just gonna tell u about what makes me happy, I know u would propbably don't care but I will say it, wether u did or not :p, huh who is the boss now ? any way, kidding aside, no I'm taking back what I have just said, kidding stay or I go, good, look this is my point, which I finaly have one, that kidding, having fun, laughting is the happiness itself, there are a saying that stats as follow :"7 days without laughting makes one weak"so seek out funny people, they are like a brush that sweeps all the cobwebs from our hearts, I have a lot of that Kind of people in my life and to be honest,I like to copy and past them every where, so all the people will be happy just like I do,
SO PLEASE BE HAPPY GUYS, IF U DIDN4T SMILE TODAY I WILL SEND U ONE OF MINE, I HAVE A LOT....:)

Pedro is my classmate, we do study English together,  however our first meeting was weird,yeah it was so weird, and I mean it, well it is not my fault that he looked like......I don't know but still,  we became good friends, he is a great person, he is good in making me laugh and inventing a new English words, SO I hope that we will remain good friend, so I ask Allah the best from that friendship, to learn from each other, that doesn't including Loubiation 3adasation and Homsation of course.

hey mem,
some people I know, actualy alot keep complaning about not having jobs, and for the whom who have job complaine about not having a good salery, and for the whom who have a good salery will try somehow to find a reason to keep complaning about their lives, and u know what, this is so normal, knowing me those people make me........kind of aware about what I'm gonna face in the furtur, that's makes the funny parts fannier and the scary parts scarier, and which comes in handy,:), and makes me super excited about the idea of gratuating, having a job, and lot of things......yey